All I can ever be to you, is the darkness that we new, and this regret I had to get accustomed to. Once it was so right, when we were at our high, waiting for you in the hotel at night. I knew I hadn't met my match, but every moment we could snatch, I don't know why I got so attached. It's my responsibility, and you owe nothing to me, but to walk away I have no capacity.

He walks away, the sun goes down, he takes the day but I'm grown. And in this grey, in this blue shade, my tears dry on their own.

I don't understand why do I stress a man when there's so many better things at hand. We could have never had it all, we had to hit a wall so this inevitable withdrawal... Even if I stop wantig you and perspective pushes thru, I'll be some next man's other woman soon.

I shouldn't play myself again, I should just be my own best friend, not fuck myself in the head with stupid men.

So we are history, your shadow covers me, the sky above, a blaze only that lovers see.

I wish I could say no regrets, and so emotional debts, and as we kiss good bye the sun sets.

He walks away, the sun goes down, he takes the day but I'm grown. And it's ok, my deep shade. My tears dry.

~ Turhaa melua tyhjästä... ^^__^^